I can't believe that these lil babies are 14 years old! They were the sweetest babies. God truly blessed me with good children. Double Trouble was never an issue for me. I miss those days when I could dress them alike. Justin and Jeremy showed me how to love unconditionally at the ripe old age of 17. If I could do it again...I would do it the same. They are amazing boys and will make amazing intelligent men. I miss those days when I could hold them but I'm excited to see them grow. Justin still kisses me good night and gives me hugs. Jeremy will still tell me he loves me in front of his friends. They fight like cats and dogs but still need to be around each other. They are best friends. Its funny how different they are and how much they are the same. They are the most understanding kids I've ever met. Jeremy's favorite pasttime is reading or playing video games. Justin's favorite is listening to music and hanging with his friends. They both love to laugh.

Ike

Well let me just start with there is really nothing better (sarcasm) than waking up on a Sunday morning feeling like Dorothy from Wizard of Oz. The wind was howling this morning and it felt like any minute the house could be picked up and toted off. Me being the paranoid mother couldn't go back to sleep after hearing it all so I've been running on very little sleep all day. We got up and went to church even though we didn't have electricity when we left. Might as well be doing something productive and I'm really glad I did. I was so blessed today with my kids. Some days they just touch my heart more than others. I mean they are always a blessing its just somedays I realize how greatful I am to have them in my life. I'm glad we decided to go to church this morning in spite of the weather. Of course when we got home our electricity was back on thanks to the hard working folks at PLWC. Well its 10 and I'm exhausted so I'll end for now.

Jury Duty ...lol and everything else

Well thankfully I only had to report for jury duty on Monday. I know I sound like a complainer but I just don't have time for it right now. I have however always wanted to serve on a jury I think I'm pretty good at being fair unless it was a criminal act against a child. I do have to report on Tuesday possibly. We shall see. I was listening to Air1 and the DJ mentioned something about trying not to complain for 21 days. She said she was wearing a rubber bracelet and everytime she complained she had to switch hands and start all over with the 21 days. I've given it alot of thought and I've been very grouchy this past week. Not to mention just today in Wal Mart with my husband and 2 of my kids I wouldn't have been able to shop for switching my bracelet back and forth. As if I could shop anyway with the 25000 people in there doing the same thing as me. (Ha I'm complaining again)I am however going to take a mental note of my complaining and try to stop well slow down at least. Its not anyone else's fault that I'm stressed. My philosphy is there is a wrong way and my way. It sometimes makes for some very interesting days around here. It certainly makes me more stressed when things are done the "wrong" way. I'm praying for God to show me when I'm doing this and he has been. Well I need to wrap this up we have family night tonight and I gotta get some more stuff done. Just and Jere are gone with friends. Adrienne and Brendan are each in their rooms watching TV probably the same show on 2 different TV's and my wonderful husband is in there unpacking all the groceries b/c thats how we do it. I put them in the cart. I take them out and put them on the conveyor belt. I load them back and then help put them in the van. He unloads and unpacks them when we get home. Well he's done now and has test to take. Enjoy my ramblings. Adios!

Summit and Matt

Well first off let me start with I'm new to the whole Summit thing at church. I just started attending last month. It's a once a month thing for our church. Oh I went when it was at Walcott Park too but that was not entirely the same as the regular Summits. Last night there was a guest speaker named Matt Maestas from De Soto, KS. We met Matt when we were there for a mission trip this summer. He is married to Jessica. They are a wonderful couple. They are planting a church in De Soto KS and he was talking about that last night. He really spoke to our heart about praying God's will for our lives and given the recent turn of events things I've prayed for I realized that if God is going to a mighty work in my husbands life that may mean a sacrifice for me and our family. I have got to be a willing participant in this. Well after Matt finishes talking Pastor Charles comes up and invites us to pray before taking the Lord's Supper. I wont lie when my husband urged us all to go up as a family I was terrified he was going to say God is leading him to move to De Soto KS and help with this church plant. I know what I said earlier I've got to be a willing participant and I remembered how much everyone just loveeeeeddd Kansas when we went but lets be realistic here. Of course if my husband had said that I would have supported him. Oh don't get me wrong I had an amazinggg time in Kansas it was a blessing. Its not somewhere I want to live though...right now. He didn't say that though but it did make me realize there is a possibility God may move us ...geographically... and I gotta be ready for it. Rick is steadily praying and listening and if God says move we are moving but until then we will be content spreading God's love throughout Southside and the city of Paragould. Great things are happening in this house. Rick is on Day 10 of being Smoke Free Praise GOD! We are all fighting this weather change cold thing and thats getting us down a little but we will be okay in a week or two...maybe three. My voice is going in and out so that's pretty funny. I'll leave you with this I was listening to Jesse Duplantis the other night and he quoted his wife Cathy I think thats her name. She said When you push yourself to the limits you will find you have none. I believe that. I hope all this rambling made a little sense I probably shouldn't be typing with the little sleep I'm running on mixed with the head and chest cold. I'm off to jury duty...I hope for the sake of the people in court I'm not picked but we shall see.

Bring the Rain

Bring The Rain LyricsArtist(Band):MercyMe
I can count a million timesPeople asking me how ICan praise You with all that I've gone throughThe question just amazes meCan circumstances possiblyChange who I forever am in YouMaybe since my life was changedLong before these rainy daysIt's never really ever crossed my mindTo turn my back on you, oh LordMy only shelter from the stormBut instead I draw closer through these timesSo I prayBring me joy, bring me peaceBring the chance to be freeBring me anything that brings You glory And I know there'll be days When this life brings me painBut if that's what it takes to praise You Jesus, bring the rainI am yours regardless of the clouds that may loom above because you are much greater than my pain you who made a way for me suffering your destiny so tell me whats a little rain [1st Chorus]Holy, holy, holyHoly, holy, holyis the lord God almightyis the lord God almightyI'm forever singing [2nd Chorus 2x]everybody singing Holy holy holyyou are holy you are holy [2nd Chorus 2x]


This song really touches my heart. I have dealt with so many things in my 31 years of life all of which have brought me closer to God and I understand that many people pull away from him during these struggles and it saddens my heart to know that. Praising God in the storm only makes the mountains seem more victorious and not so far away. I know in my heart God has held my hand through every struggle I've had. I've seen Him guide me through the days when I didn't even want to get out of bed and gently nudge me when I didn't want to do the things that I had to do. He is my Father and has guided me accordingly. He has gotten me to a place of deeper understanding of His will in my life. I have never been so excited/anxious/nervous/scared for where God is leading my family....and the very idea that this all came about because I listened and prayed His Will for my family and my husband it makes it all the better. Obedience isn't my strong suit as they say....but My Father led me through it every step of the way just like a father would his small child learning to walk. For the record I don't think God answered my prayer because I'm just that good. I think I was just the key to unlocking His Will for my family. Prayer is powerful more powerful than any financial or physical thing you can do for someone. I don't like the term all we can do is pray because honestly the first thing we should do is pray and listen and see that he answers everyone. Just like a father...he always answers its just not always how we want it answered. Well I went a little off from what I was meaning to blog about but I was really typing from my heart so I'll just leave it. Enjoy!



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This is Jere during our Bible/prayer time and even though he's got his arms crossed he has his Tech Jr Band shirt on. He gets to actually play at some Jr High games this year and I'm so excited. He is also talking about being a runner for the Sr High band. I love the band program at Tech and I am very glad Jere wants to be a part of it. Again you can see Bren running from the pic...he doesn't do pics in the morning. Oh well maybe next time.

Ok so this is during our morning Bible/prayer time and for one I just thought it was really cute that Justin and Adrienne were actaully sitting together without fighting and two its Green and Gold day. Adrienne is trying to get the black nail polish off her nails from the day before. My kids love their school even if we have a laughing stock football team. I have many pics of them on Green and Gold day of past years.