Well summer is quickly coming to an end. My twins are another year closer to graduating from high school. They will be 15 in Sept and I just shutter everytime I think of that. Adrienne will be 14 and I look at their lives and realize they are at a point where I can't make all the decisions for them. I have to give them to God and pray that over the past 15 years I've instilled something good in them. I see my daughter already struggling with choices which path to go down. I see my sons trying to figure out who they are and what that means their battles with God and how much they are willing to relinquish to Him. I watch them and just wanna run up to them and turn them in the right direction but know I can't. When I was their age I had already messed up so much more. I guess in a sense that's a victory I have to take these small wins and cherish them. I know God has their hand on them. I just have to rest in that knowing He is in control.
On a happier (however you wanna look at it) my baby will be 7 Friday. He's growing up so fast going into 2nd grade. He is such an amazing kid just full of energy and totally fearless. I look at him and cant help but think Thank you God for knowing what I needed because at the time I really didn't think I "needed" another baby. I know that sounds harsh so don't get me wrong I love my kids with everything in me. I hope tomorrow is a special day and this year brings lots of great things for him. I'm guessing since he hasn't lost many teeth it will be a year for lots of tooth fairy visits LOL
I know I haven't blogged much this summer but it's been super busy and I will blog with pics as soon as I get a chance.
1 comment:
Love the new blog look! You go girl!
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