Growing Pains!

Well its been a while and everything continues to change....this is my therapy.

My passion is working with teenagers....w/o a doubt its the only thing I wanna do right now.
Love is a choice and if you choose to love on a regular basis God will instill a love that cant be taken away even if you really want it to.
My kids are amazingly strong and much better than I give them credit for.
My son is in for a rude awakening b/c he can no longer sleep at night and school starts back in less than a week.
Gods not counting on me to hold Him up...so I can't let Him down.
In struggles you find out who your friends are...and I have more than I imagined.
God's Will doesn't change even if the circumstances do.
Unconditional love is difficult and I cant imagine how God loves us all the time.
When He calls me to do something He's worth the challenge even if I dont think the person that it benefits is.
I can't change anyones feelings or actions but my own.


As you can tell I have been forced to grow beyond my realm of comfort. My husband walked out and left me utterly devastated. My 8 year old cant phathom what or why this is all happening. He has come to the conclusion that his daddy doesn't love him although I have tried to convince him otherwise. God is speaking so clearly to me and I have been so blessed to be encouraged to follow God's Will although its not the "norm" in todays society. I am by far a "perfect wife" or perfect anything for that matter. I do however see where I have faulted in this relationship and I am working on myself. Regardless of the end result to this story I will praise God through this storm. I appreciate every prayer sent up on my behalf and encourage you to also pray for my husband. Like my son said you dont walk out when things get tough. Its amazing what adults could learn from kids if they listened.