Conclusions I've come to...

Well I realized today that no matter what I do I can't undo what someone else did. I can't change how someone feels or acts. As a mother to 4 children that took 14 years to learn ...actually more like 31. I'm not sure how to do this. I'm pretty sure God does know though and will handle it accordingly. I dont know what all this means but I'm glad God gave me that nugget. I can't change something because I didn't do it! I also realized that just b/c something doesn't appear broke doesn't mean its not. Pray for me and my family as we try to heal and work through this.