Let me clarify

I typed my about me and didn't go into a lot of detail so I will try to get it all straight since this is my first post. I do have 5 children they just don't all live with me. 1 lives in Heaven her name is Amelia and she was my angel. I will at some point go into more detail about that but right now I'm not going to. Rick and I started dating in 2001 and since then we have attended way more funerals than weddings ( 5 funerals as of today 0 weddings together). We have spent several months in a hospital with various members of our immediate family including Rick. As many would guess Amelia spent alot of time in the hospital. Rick's oldest son Justin decided to try a new pill and ended up in a coma for several months. He still isn't the same. Like I said before we have faced our fair share of tragedies. We are hoping that things are turning around for the better. Rick's son Mikey got married this year...and has a child on the way...Jan to be exact. So as we face another challenge in our marriage (grandparenting) we are optimistic that things are changing for the better. Are you starting to see why my blog is entitle crazy and chaotic life? Welcome to my world! You will quickly learn that my life really does revolve around my children. With the passing of my angel, Amelia I learned God doesn't promise us tomorrow. I really appreciate my kids and Im trying to relate to them as they enter their teen years! YIKES! I'm gonna try and post some pics of my family and tell a little about them. Hope you enjoy and bear with me as I learn to blog!